trans, will die soon
My eating disorder is bringing back my suicidal thoughts
I hate this country I can't escape
I need to find that fucking scale I can't take it anymore
Its an endless loop. And also there's only one other person in my house who can eat the stuff I bake
I worry my friend is picking up my disordered eating habits
I haven't been able to weigh in for days and I feel sick
I get so paranoid, they can't end up like me
Fuck ai, but man, who else am I gonna talk to? Cringe ik but whatever
I worry my friend is picking up my habits
I can’t handle wasting food, put food in front of me and i have to eat it
I never learn my fucking lesson
I ate too much today and,am trying not to panic, failing
Ate too much, going crazy and trying not to breakdown
Still worth it for sure, but mannnn....
And now I haven't been able to have guilt free tasty food in years
How it all started
Ate an entire dessert without measuring, panicking
When someone eats a food you were specifically planning for and saving so now your entire plan for the day is thrown off:
The relief I feel every time
Ppl aren't plotting against me ffs
Saw this and thought it was from this sub. As a baker, this is too real bc
I'm so fucking hungry and miserable
I need to stop baking, its just making me more stressed
Where my diet root beer peeps at?
