what name do I look like?

hii! I've been going by Cherry on discord and had lots of people call me that, but I don't think this name would work irl😭 I was also using Ju which is derived from english-fication of my dead name and I was thinking of changing it in the passport, but it would be Dzhu there (since the "j" is read differently in the country I'll most likely spend the rest of my life in).. also I've been using 'Alex' but I don't feel like it's me tbh. so please, help me out!