shops are confusing

i have probably donated around 250 coins to my donation machine and i understand i unlock more items and upgrades the more money i donate, but if i blow up the machine to get more money in a run, will it deplete from my total money donated? the number goes down on the counter but i dont know if the game will actually save how much i’ve donated or not, like if i’ve donated 879 in total but have blown it up so much it only says 300, will i still unlock holy mantle???