Can someone help me figure out my feelings after a night where I didn’t drink?

I posted on here a little while ago but I made it through an entire weekend of not drinking at a company event.

Basically I just feel like crying and I talked a little with my sponsor about how I’m feeling right now and we think it might be vulnerability maybe? Like I had to show people a glimpse of who I am instead of hiding behind booze.

I saw a lot of people fuck up too which is giving me second hand anxiety, but if anyone has had a similar experience and can help me out please send me your thoughts on the situation so I can navigate these emotions.