Almost 30 days sober and my life has changed

I (23f) had been heavily drinking every day for about two years. Throughout this time, I developed panic disorder, gained 35 pounds, and lost my job. My anxiety and physical health had gotten so bad that I couldn't leave the house. Depressed and isolated, I drank all day to make myself feel better, sometimes upwards of 12 drinks a night, every night.

I stopped drinking 28 days ago because the weight gain on my face was astounding, and I couldn't even stand to look in the mirror. I was sick of feeling gross and less than compared to others, hiding this alcoholism like a secret from my family, friends, and doctors. I felt like the only reason to live was so I could keep drinking.

During my last four (sober!) weeks, my life has dramatically changed. I've lost ten pounds without changing anything besides quitting drinking, my acne is gone, and I have more motivation to shower, eat healthy, and take care of myself.

The best part about it was that my panic disorder and depression nearly went away. I'm leaving the house, seeing friends, feeling my physical health improve each day, and embracing these parts of the 'old me' before drinking that I thought were gone forever. Better things are on their way, too - I start my first-ever post-grad job next week! I'm living a life again - and feeling a sense of freedom from drinking that I never knew possible.

This sub inspires me, and I hope I can reach someone who needs encouragement today :)