I’m feeling so silly

First post here not gonna do silly acts to myself but I’m going through stuff and need support I’m not sure if one of my friends still wants to be my friend we used to date before they figured out they were aroace and they’ve been getting more distant lately and during lunch today some of their friends said they don’t want to be my friend anymore and were just gonna slowly grow more and more distant from me till we weren’t friends anymore but I still really care about them and they denied it but one of the friends said they had proof I didn’t see it but I don’t know who to trust and had a emotional shut down please help me :3