the day my "mom" finally dies, I'll be celebrating throughout the whole week

I'm not gonna kill her, she's already been killing herself for years to come

the day that she does finally die, I'll be mourning the mother I never had but I'll also be celebrating the fact that my only Mother has ever been was God(and my sister) and the fact that I'll finally be free from the dictator/narcissist that has been trying to break me ever since I could speak

I used to hate my mother, I used to think that I could make her change/heal, but you can't help people that don't want help

so I never had a human mother

and that's okay because God made me

God is my mother and my father and that's more than okay, it's perfect

I love my dad and my sister,

I love Jesus

I love myself

I don't love the woman who has tormented me since birth

the day she dies I will be celebrating