I’m SO discouraged after deep diving here. I spend hours watching training videos and researching advice so I’m not completely overwhelmed…

But I’m so scared I can’t sleep at night. We’re getting mini dood next weekend. I have a 14 and 16 yr old and I’m finally to the point I can breathe a little bit and I have a ton of alone time so I’m not sure what I was thinking getting a pup. I was very much guilt tripped with my 14-year-old. I know it will be a shit ton of work but from what I’m reading on here it sounds like it’s destroying peoples lives and making people go crazy or sad…. Encouragement anyone?