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i feel you

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Thanks man.

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I\u2019m genuinely tired. Like I\u2019m being physically forced to run a marathon over and over again without a break. I can feel my soul begging for a break, a moment of complete peace where breathing doesn\u2019t feel like a chore. Why did I have to get cursed with such a terrible fate? Anxiety, both general and social, has made me both physically and mentally tired. A bit of depression sprinkled in and life is almost not worth it.

\n\n

I hope it gets better, I genuinely do, because if it doesn\u2019t then I\u2019m in for one hell of a miserable ride. I\u2019m trying to be hopeful hut I\u2019m honestly just tired.

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EnormousMitochondria

2025-02-28 12:49:53

I’m so tired of anxiety.

I’m genuinely tired. Like I’m being physically forced to run a marathon over and over again without a break. I can feel my soul begging for a break, a moment of complete peace where breathing doesn’t feel like a chore. Why did I have to get cursed with such a terrible fate? Anxiety, both general and social, has made me both physically and mentally tired. A bit of depression sprinkled in and life is almost not worth it.

I hope it gets better, I genuinely do, because if it doesn’t then I’m in for one hell of a miserable ride. I’m trying to be hopeful hut I’m honestly just tired.

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EnormousMitochondria

I’m so tired of anxiety.