I hate my husband

First off, he does love the baby. He takes him 50% of the time. But to me that’s the bare minimum…all he fucking wants to do is go to jujitsu leaving me with a full time job and relying on my parents or in laws so I can successfully WFH. I have 100% of the mental load. Of the food prep and milk prep. He has none….but he wants a medal for changing the baby 50% of the time? Gee thanks.

It has gotten to the point where I am thinking of calling a divorce lawyer to look at my options. I fantasize about a divorce —Cause then he can take care of the baby fully and wholly 50%. Where he has to worry about food and milk and clothes when it’s his week. And I get a break. Bliss.