I don't want to be told everything will be ok

I'm going through a really hard time mentally. i feel like I constantly want to breakdown but I can't. I want to just let go, but I can't. I want to open up to people, but I can't because all they say is 'it will get better' or 'it will be ok'. You've heard it before.

Honestly I just need someone to hold me and tell me it's shit, I just want to scream at the world and not be looked at like ive lost my head (which i know i have). I'm tired of being told it's going to be ok. I'm tired of being tired. I'm just so tired.