Day 1 and crying a lot

To be the fair the crying may be unrelated or hormonal, as I just feel generally sad rather than anything weed-specific. Although I am really disappointed in myself for being back here yet again, as I'd successfully shaken the addiction for months at a time.

But here I am, after a 4-month relapse with nothing to show for it except a nasty cough from a viral infection that's worsened because I kept smoking spliffs throughout the day.

I'm just feeling so unhappy. Hope the crying stops soon.