anyone else a fallen Hasan fan?

just curious if anyone else is feeling similar to me?

i found Hasan through the pod, and he slowly grew on me to the point where I actively watched him, and then even started watching his friends and wider circle (Will, Austin, Caroline, QT, Maya, etc) then after leftovers ended how it did, I kinda tried to have an ignorance is bliss attitude to the discourse, it felt like my two internet dads were fighting and i just kinda went 'la la la la im not listening'

obviously when things started to get more heated i slowly paid more attention, and started to get confused ????? because to me it just sounded like Ethan was taking it all really hard and Hasan was kinda gaslighting him?

i was confused af

I had respected Hasan and his talking points, but I woke up and started to question everything when he started saying Ethan was mentally unwell etc, and about october/november time i stopped watching hasan completely

i felt that type of disappointed sinking feeling, upset and hurt

i know its not that deep, but like I'd spend a lot of hours consuming hasan / hasan-adjacent content, subscribing to Patreon for Fear& etc . now i feel icky when trying to watch his friends who I really liked watching, because yeah he's a part of their lives and I'm just fed up of seeing him

i already knew most of the stuff in the Content Nuke, but seeing it all together made me really realise that I'd just taken everything Hasan said as gospel, and because I agree with a lot of his socialist views and thought he was a force of good in the political sphere

TLDR; Found Hasan through H3, respected and trusted him as a source of information. Slowly realised it wasn't just a misunderstanding, but he was in the wrong and Ethan was right. Stopped watching him, the nuke made me even more self aware that I trusted what he said.

so yeah, fuck this dude