hellish care

I was in a family pray rn, a chrintian one. When we anointed my bathroom, my dad saw my skincare products and said "God, remove from there these things came from hell". He knows about it a long time ago. I'm just angry.

I didn't say NOTHING about become a femboy or being bissexual, but it sounds like my parents know about something. Maybe God revealed to they my sins, I don't doubt. I'm imagining the church preacher saying in public "parents of *my name*, your son give the a** and use skirt" XDn't.

F*ck myself. I think about comming out to they, but i probally will get some headache doing this. F*ck myself, this is my happiness, my selfcare, my way, my sins, my life. I dream about the day i go live alone, posting everywhere a pic of me with skirt, panties and makeup saying "f*ck you all, i'm a femboy now".

I'm just tired of God. I'm tired to go to church hoping God speak with me and nothing happen. I'm tired to have to hear my parents complaining about something they don't know. F*ck myself.

If I die, God just sent to hell another heretic.

sorry for some english mistakes, i'm trying.

Have a nice new year. ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

Just a lil vent, but i'm ok.

Love ya.