Looking for a academy/boarding school based dark romantasy

As the title says i am on the hunt!!

After reading fourth wing i realized how much i loved the forced proximity that academies/colleges bring and how easy it makes it to understand the worlds logic!

I am looking for… (plot wise) - Academy/college - Dark magic - BOOKS THAT WILL EMOTIONALLY RUIN ME - deep plot - twists and secrets - Secretive characters

I am looking for…. (romance wise) - forced proximity - Badass fmc - f+M romance (perfectly fine with side plot lgbtq+ romances) - Smut but not more than 4/5 spice rating - enemies/reluctant allies to lovers - mysterious shadow daddy

Looking for books with 1+ smut scene, when it’s fade to black i feel robbed..

Anywho!! drop the recs!!