On the fence about children

Hola Reddit universe. I am 28F married to 30M. Both of us have grown up as only children. From a young age, I never wanted to have children, but I never understood why. Considering a good portion of our friends and family are having children, we have been recently surrounded by children recently. This is something new for my husband and I because we were surrounded by adults our whole lives and never around children.

I am realizing the reason I did not want to have children was because I am unknowledgeable for how to care for a child. Now that we are around children and are learning how our friends and family are raising their families, we talk about hypothetical situations if we ever had children.... however, my husband had a vasectomy so.....

Question - has anyone been through this on the fence phase of their life of wanting to have children? If so, what was your decision and are you happy?