I don't know why I haven't committed suicide

My life doesn't suck that much But I can't even really tell why I haven't committed suicide Nothing is keeping me here And I'm under the impression that suicide isn't a bad thing it's just a way out

I don't want to cut my life short tho Not because I think I'd miss out but because I want to make others happy Even tho I can't really do that with the condition I'm in Idk what's keeping me here I'm certain I'd never kill myself tho