How do you all live with knowing the deception and brainwashing from the government

I’ve known for years that the government and media lies to the people and that there’s a specific agenda that is being followed but lately I’ve been learning and reading into it more and more. I feel defeated, betrayed and confused. Like what is even real and what is fake anymore? Is life even worth living if all of it is simulated? If the plan is to replace humans with AI, should I even bother moving forward? How do you all sit with this and still have drive to keep existing in this brainwashed society? To keep functioning in the government system knowing that there’s not a lot we can do because they have so much control? Please someone give me something real to hold onto. Something that is worth it. I’m losing motivation and getting stuck in my head thinking about all the lies and wondering the outcomes.