Unfortunately.....I'm an idiot. I don't know why this title has to be so long.

I'm 30f. And I'm really not that bright. I'm horrible at math and unfortunately I've passed that trait down to my son. He's only in 4th grade and I can BARELY help him with his math homework. It's pathetic. I stopped responding to posts on reddit bc people often call me out for being stupid or having a shitty take. Sometimes they don't think I'm being serious, because apparently I don't grasp the subject matter. I work a manual labor dead end job. I already tried college right out of high school, and failed out of that in a year. Yes, I am pretty well written and I definitely can read. That's about it. I do have endearing qualities but i just have to face the facts that I'm not "intelligent". I really hope life is easier for my son....