I'm a cleptomaniac and I got caught and faced consequences

There is a big store that I visit regularly and one time I put a small moisturizer bottle into my hoodie sleeve and got away with it. So it gave me the confidence to keep doing it so I switched my tactics and started putting stuff in my bag instead. Yesterday I was caught and they made me write an apology letter and banned me from the store. Now, I can't shake the fear that what if they pull up the cameras and find my previous scenes. It's giving me so much anxiety that I can't even stomach food or do anything. I'm scared and I want to think of this as an education but it still freaks me out and I can't talk about it with anyone. I only restarted to this because im broke asf and I know this is no excuse and what I did was wrong. *Please be nice I'm already suffering from anxiety and every second feels very dreadful and frightening as it is *