I did everything right and it doesn’t matter because I’m poor

Today is the last day to register at Howard University. They don’t have enough aid to cover anything. My only option is an endorser for a parent plus loan of 14k. My parents waited for the last two days to reach out to people. They either have bad credit too or don’t want to help because they think we won’t pay it. I’m so defeated. I’m a freshman. Had 4.1 in Highschool weighted 3.7 unweighted. Was a part of government councils for state and city. Leader of club etc. came here got a 4.0, and 3 internships I’ll now have to leave. I came here alone because my dad lost his job and we couldn’t afford more tickets. Special circumstances appeal doesn’t even give enough aid. I’m so defeated. I’m so tired. I just want to cry all day.