How do you accept the consequences of your manic choices?

Hi everyone this is my first time posting here. I was diagnosed as bipolar type 2 two years ago, and I’m happy to be part of this community. I just want to ask how and if you have made peace with the bad decisions you have taken during manic/hypomanic episodes. I dropped out of college, I quit a fantastic high-paying job, and I have been hurtful to people that I loved and that understandably have taken distance. I have moved forward and trying my best to have a peaceful life (medications, therapy, and so on) and make amends, but sometimes at night I get agitated as I remember everything I have done. How do you forget yourself for the bad things you have done? I’m in therapy and sometimes I go to church just to get a little bit of peace lol Happy to get any tips from you! X