When do you stop feeling like a husk?

Just curious. Because right now, with my almost 6 month old, I still feel like a shell of myself.

We have “no village” so I guess that contributes to the feeling. It’s just my partner and I muddling through.

I know you’re never really yourself again, because how could you be. But when do you start to feel even slightly more like yourself?

Just looking for some hope.