It's okay to feel that you don't belong in this world, imo.
Idk, why some people get mad when i say this on internet posts (related to the subject of course).
I'm autistic and i have ADHD, anything that's not resting in bed, playing videogames (my only special interest) and eating comfort food is physically uncomfortable and tires me, i can't even be 10 minutes outside without begin bored to tears and wanting to go home again.
The world just doesn't grab me, even when i was little i just wasn't interested in many things, i just did stuff, when i found videogames at the age of 9, is the first time i enjoyed doing something voluntarily, except eating comfort foods, i finally had something to stay in this world.
I don't see why like 100 or so people who exist out of the 8B in the planet aren't meant to live this life is such a mindblowing subject for people.
Jobs always end me getting into fights with NTs or fired for breaking down.