My Realization: Christians do not genuinely care about truth at all.

They sure pretend to care about it. It's convenient that they can appeal to an unseen authority figure who is truth and goodness incarnate.

But all the hypocrisy, inconsistency, cherry-picking, etc. reveals they don't care about truth at all. They care about comfort, and the way they achieve that is by maintaining the illusion at all costs. They don't want to challenge their cognitive biases, because it makes them uncomfortable.

This religion is so ridiculous, it deserves all the mockery it gets, and much much more.