help with good luck spell and or manifestation.

hey everybody! tomorrow i have an appointment at my doctors office, as weird as this sound - my mother (in anger) told my doctor to take me off my medication, the ones that quite literally stop me from wanting to k*ll myself, she believes they make me lazy but i've been telling her that they make me tired and it's normal, i've been helping her a lot around the house but nothings good enough. anyways, i'm kinda worried my doctor is going to stop giving me my medication because of her and what she told him, i don't know exactly what she said but during an argument she told me she will make sure he stops giving them to me. i want to know if there is some sort of spell or manifestation technique i can do to make sure i still get my meds, i don't want to be suicidal again. i have been doing witchcraft for about 2 years now & have a lot of experience so i'm not a rookie, haha. also i'm 20 years old, just incase it made me sound younger because i'm still living with my mom. help would be so appreciated, I can't get these medications taken from me - i will be in a pit of depression and i can't handle that again.