Re: (no subject)

It's been just about 24 hours since I left. I miss you already.

I'm never going to send this - or anything else - to you because you deserve better than the desperation and manipulation I showed you last time. I love you too much to do that to you again.

I wish you thought I was the right person for you. I wish I was mentally well enough to be healthy for us.

It hurts that you don't hurt, and I hate myself for thinking that, because I don't want you to hurt. I just want to feel like I meant something to you then, even if I don't now.

Did I mean something to you? If you see this, don't tell me. I'd rather not know and I can't handle seeing another message from you show up on my phone, even if it's what I want to hear.

I'm always going to be in love with you. Always always always.