does anyone else feel like theyre the background ppl on earth

does anyone else feel this ? like all i do is go to the gym and do my job and pray and eat to keep myself alive, i dont even feel like i love a certain food anymore as long as i get enuf protein, nothing every changes or happens really even if i travel somewhere neither do i feel happiness nor do i feel like yayy woohoo or anything like everything is just a simple task, I dont even mean this in a depressive way or sad way

i dont even care if shit doesnt workout for me even tho mostly everythings good only, God is v kind & im grateful for it really, but.. i walked out of a movie bcs i just dc i got bored, i feel like im watching everything thru different eyes than mine like i dont feel shit but not in the sad sense like i dont even care if nothing changes, even if someone close to me says something rly rude i just dgaf anymore otherwise i wud crash out, ive grown out of the idea of romance too i kinda had a crush on someone but then i stopped going to the place where i used to see him lol

i feel like that red heart shaped helium balloon floating in the sky sometimes

do i need therapy

? lol