My girlfriend shoved me away when I was hugging her
a few days ago my girlfriend let me go surfing. it was my first time in a while i'd say. I've been pretty busy with school so i just havent had the time to do it, so i was rly excited this time around. where i live however, its not really the best weather where i live rn to surf, its cold and cloudy and stuff, so in my mind it made no difference what time we went. so i decided to go kinda early, like at 9 am. well, when we got there it was a lot colder than i expected, like it was really cold + the windchill
my girlfriend was wearing a lot of layers, so she wasnt cold, but i was only wearing my wet suit. i still decided to go into the water though, and i had a lot of fun. i'm not good at it though tbh, which was why i stopped early. i went to my girlfriend to tell her i was done, and she just kinda seemed to ignore me for some reason. she responded to me with an "already?". like one you would do when you're kinda mad something ended fast.
after that i just told her about how much fun i had (ik i sound like a little kid) and she just kept responding with "yeah" and "mmh". looking back she was probably busy with something on her phone, but i didn't take the sign at the time. eventually i asked her if i could hug her because i was thankful she let me go surf, and again she responded with a "mmh". but when i did hug her, she really quickly shoved me away from her, and i fell on the ground.
we both apologized at the same time, me because i sensed i probably did something wrong, and her because, well obv she just shoved me. she said she was just shocked, which didn't make sense to me because she just said i could hug her? but when i told her that, she said she wasn't listening to me talk the whole time.
around a month ago something similar to this happened (i posted about it), and it just felt like the same situation again. it isn't, its really different. i'm somewhat leaning on this being a misunderstanding of sorts, but i feel sad again. i felt like she was actually annoyed at me, all for what, like wanting to talk to her? and she offered to go get food again with me and to take me somewhere, which is all really nice and i appreciate it a lot but i just feel like somethings missing.