My crush asked me do you watch porn

This was last year in 2024 Me and my crush were chatting and some topic took her to asking do you watch porn, I was like ye kya puch liya but then I said I will be honest here (cuz yk girls like honest people, especially she did) and I replied I do watch it(not anymore), with a follow up question, "do you?" Where she said "I don't but I used to watch it before" she then continued and said she reads smut tho. I remember this conversation started at 9 in the night and ended at 4 am in the morning, i even skipped dinner that day. It was the most and the best late night conversations I had with her(or anyone,well cuz she was in it)

Now idk how it struck her fancy after that but we spent the next few weeks discussing what type of smut she reads Wattpad and all, what type of porn i prefer (like as if those are our fucking hobbies), later she goes on discussing her fantasies regarding sex, asks me mine, we both criticize eachother but in a fun way.

I swear, in that frame of a period of those 3 weeks I have seen her most open, talkative, free of embarrassment and fear. And I was so happy not because I was discussing this(i mean I was for this too) but I made her feel comfortable and myself trustworthy enough for her that she feels free to discuss the most private things with me

And yes this is the same girl who I have been having dreams about recently (see my previous post for context).

Wondering why this & now, well I saw her yesterday and my heart beat went boom like everytime I see her. she was just as gorgeous as when I saw her first. Like a ray of hope to a pessimist, unbelievably kind and polite, all elegant and in manner. Of feminine beauty that of those petals of a latterly bloomed water lily.

And now I cannot believe that it was her i had that chat with, like two opposites. LITERALLY