Dumped by a Taurus guy😭

Hi group! I never posted here, don’t even know what kind of advice I would like to get here, perhaps more of support.

I was dating a taurus man (33), I am a sag woman (32). We had an electric connection and fell in love pretty quickly. I have never felt happier! He played guitar, sent me love letters, he was always so kind and supportive, amazing guy!!

Then he left to his home country and we were hoping work would send him here to me, the distance is enormous. All the time we were in contact, he even came to visit me. I was so hoping this was the endgame. Guys, I felt so loved and cared about, I knew he was the one!

This month we got news that he won’t come here. He broke up with me over the text saying letting each other go is the best thing. I wanted to continue the long distance for now and meeting each other here and there until we figure something out (I can’t move to other country as I have a shared custody over my daughter with my ex).

I called him, he said he will always love me and won’t be with anyone else. We cried a lot. That was two days ago.

Today I noticed he added some girls on insta, he also joined the dating app. Those girls are blond just like me, but younger and prettier than me..

I know I have no right to be upset. But it hurts. How could he move on that quick if he loved me? I am absolutely crushed, my self esteem has left me.

Was he really loving me, if he already moved on? Is there no chance to get back together? I am so desperate, guys, this is not my first break up, but tis is the worst I have felt in my life.

Any advices here? I don’t even know what I want to hear. Thank you.

UPD: Call me whatever you want, I texted him. There is nothing to lose, so why not? I expressed how I feel and just want to see how he feels about this and if there is no really chance at all. I think I deserve to hear the explanation.