DAE feel jealous of their therapists

I’m jealous of her family and of her kid, she just got back from maternity and I’m just sad I’ll never have a mom like her, and I feel unimportant even though I’m fully aware that I’m only a client. She brought up that she was in a session when my dietitian texted her for an ROI, and just her having other clients makes me feel jealous - like she likes them more or they’re more worthy of care than I am. I’m sorry I know how I sound, I just feel alone and sad