I'm so tired of living and I think I'm finally ready to do something about it

I'm so tired of being used by people promising love and shit when all they want is a quick way to make themselves feel better and then I get blocked right after because no one could ever love someone like me. I'm so tired of it all. I've been increasingly more depressed over the past few weeks, and after finally having it happen again despite thinking I've finally gotten good enough to not let people take advantage of me, it happens again. Then they always promise to want to be friends at the very least, but nope, get blocked. I'm so fucking tired of people pretending to be better than me and people talking over me and I'm just going to fucking end it all. I know how I'm going to do it and I plan on doing it by the end of the year. Fuck this.