Losing Empathy

Lately ive been feeling like I been losing empathy for a lot of things recently, for instance, I've lost empathy for everything that's dead. I feel like I have more empathy towards animals, I have more empathy in them than humans. I do not care if humans die, it's their own fault. Humans aren't perfect. I feel like I just lost hope in everyone, but I don't really have that many reasons. I had little bonds with half of the people I met, but half of them I hated for my own reasons.

I feel like I've lost touch in reality, I don't see a bright light at the end of the tunnel. I got into an argument with my sister and she said "You seem too comfortable being sad and depressed" and I thought a lot about it and I am. More likely id rather get help but no one offers me any form of help, it's so been so long that I just wait here until it plagues my whole body/mind, which it is now doing. No body helped. Shows how much faith you can have in humans, blehh

Some time this year I will try to be getting counseling and a therapist who can probably tell me what's up with me and how I can improve on myself.