nakakapagod maghintay sa wala

Hi, gusto ko sana makausap naman kita nang maayos, simula nung iniwan mo ako hindi pa kita nakakausap nang maayos. I thought I’m being ghosted already, but no, nagmemessage ka randomly but it takes hours for you para magreply. Hindi ka naman obliged kausapin ako pero sana naman makausap kita na hindi ko kailangan idelete yung replies ko bago mo pa mabasa. Hindi ko alam kung maooffend ako, naiintindihan ko naman na priority mo, pero at least man lang sana kausapin mo ako? I was left there hanging, literal. I know sinabi ko na you shouldn’t feel bad at naiintindihan ko, oo naman, but the least you can do is at least man lang you’ll message me from time to time without letting me feel na nagbbeg ako ng response from you. If hindi mo ako kaya ientertain, just let me know. If you need a break from me, then just say so. If you want to end this, e di okay. At least hindi ako mukhang nagb-beg.

((It’s just a minute ago when I unsent this message sa convo natin sa Discord. I’m getting tired of being sad.))