I can't live in my toxic house anymore
I mean I literally can't I hate this house so much. My parents are so freaking toxic. Not my mom my dad mostly. He is so freaking orthodox. I belong to a Muslim family and my dad tries to impose all dumb rules of Islam on me ( I love my religion but I just find some things very absurd ) like my dad is always like don't wear this don't wear that don't talk to this person stay away from boys blah blah blah heck bro once I was talking to my mum bout my male teacher and he asked me to stay away from him too 😭. My parents presurize me to study like LITERALLY ALL THE TIME and ATP I don't have any hobbies or skills that are useful I can't play a single sport bcuz my dad never allowed me I bought a guitar but that went to waste too cuz apparently music is haram everything is haram here. My younger brother and I were playing UNO last night and according to dad that's haram too. I can't do this shit anymore I wanna live my life where what I want talk to whom I want I'm just waiting to get into college m in 11th grade . My dad is so orthodox he not only imposes these rules on me but also my mom like why does she have to cover her head she is allowed to wear jeans who is he to stop her... Once I get into college I will take out my mom and brother from this hell as well. Bye .