I Fucking hate my Best Friend's Wife

I(27f) have this best friend (27m) for more than 10 years. He's like the older brother i never had. We went to the same school and college and had the best times of our lives together. But then theres his girlfriend, she (27f) is such a fucking bitch and I can't stand her. For starters shes way more pretty than i am, she's the typical shy soft spoken kinda lady while I'm a bashful woman, she's taller than me, heck she's even taller than my husband, and wherever she goes people look at her in awe. I'm a typical south indian while she's Punjabi- Portuguese goddess. Even at my own wedding and reception party she was looking better than me, like I'm some random bridesmaid and shes the real bride. I do very well understand that I'm not the prettiest women around but even during my special times she's the one who's getting all the attention. All my male cousins drooling over her made me even more pissed, heck even my own mother called her beautiful in front of me where as she's never ever called me that. I love my Best Friend, i really do, but i also really want this bitch to disappear from my life, for my own sanity and well being.

Written on a phone while travelling in a metro, please excuse any errors.