Rushing fraternity or sorority?

For those in college who are apart of Greek life, how did you choose what to rush? I'm AMAB but the thought of being in a space that's purely masculine makes my skin crawl, but despite being 3 months on HRT I still don't feel like I have a connection to feminity that I want and would feel like a fake in a sorority.

I know I maybe overthinking this, I just don't know...