Am I evil or what

I desperately want my brother to go away for studies abroad and start sending me some pocket money gifts . Also if he goes abroad he will become well settled. Paxi future ma financial burden na hola ghara. Everything will be good . And my parents are not let him go. They think he will settle there Ani pani khana Dina pani budeskal ma koi hunna harey. Wtf he has his own goal desire. Materialistic desires hunxa k k hunxa. It will be a relief if he goes abroad. Even he wants to go and my parents are making me feel evil for wanting him to go. Am I wrong or Am I Wrong. Bitches