I’m terribly awkward, but trying to be a better person

Maybe that caught your eye? I dunno. I’m 19 F, with deep rooted issues and just kinda wanna learn new things, and grow into a better experienced human. I’ve been consistently surrounded by toxicity that turned me from a structured body to a piece of molding clay. I’d like to just be myself.

Currently, I like : Art, it’s one of my top values in life. Philosophy Some video games (i love Kirby, and smash) MTG (recently got Arena) Deep discussions, finding roots of a problem Learning new things Used to be super into anime and webcomics (watched Soul Eater, Black Butler, Rosen Maiden, and other odd ones) (read some Monsterkind, homestuck, random ones-not so much lately, I want to make a webcomic badly tho!) I smoke weed medically, and am up weird hours of the day/night I’m quite uncomfortable with Pervy flirts and I’m not looking for love or anything like that!

I’m a very unsteady nervous person at the moment, but I’d like to meet new peeps :)