Please help me…

As many of the dark Times with your nex there were plenty of extraordinarily amazing, connected, best friend, perfect vibe times. I had the most fun I’ve ever had in my life with him. And it felt genuine. But I suppose knowing what I know now I need to change that thought to that it was not genuine. 😢 (can’t believe it)

It’s been seven months since the break up and I still have a pit in my stomach longing for him and missing him. He has a new girlfriend. And I just can’t see how he would want to spend time with someone else other than me! I know that sounds weird but when you click like that with somebody , how can you just throw that away? I just don’t understand. And it hurts so bad. I know all of the things. And he checks every single box and then some. He is a narcissist. He has no empathy. Nothing means anything to him. Doesn’t connect like a normal person does. No intimacy. It is evident. How can life be so unfair? It was all I ever wanted and more and now he’s just gone. It’s very hard to accept and I’m grieving very hard. I just need some words of encouragement that somehow I will get over this. I love you guys and you are helping so much. My heart goes out to each and every one of you. This is not an easy ride.