Am I really that bad?

I’ve only played the show since 22. I’m certainly not the best and I won’t ever claim to be but something about 24 feels like I just can’t find a groove. Whether I’m playing RTTS, DD, or just a regular old expedition game I cant seem to pitch or hit.

My timing has been awful, no matter what I do, I can’t stop swinging very early. I’ve tried slowing down and swinging later but that seems to have the opposite effect and now I’m swinging too late.

Pitching is even worse, I use meter (judge me later), and I don’t think I’ve thrown a single “good” pitch since I’ve started playing.

I just played my 2nd diamond dynasty ranked game and this guy was hitting absolute bombs on everything I threw bc I couldn’t put the ball where I wanted and even though I hit a few good dingers, I was whiffing every other pitch he threw.

In every other game I’ve never had this much trouble just playing and enjoying myself but I’m a week into this one and ready to just go back to 23.