How to get over the excessive guilt and inferiority complex these people instilled in you?

Its like no matter how bad of a person they are, no matter what horrendous and I truly mean absolutely horrendous things they've done, I still feel guilt and I still feel like the bad worthless person and that all these peoples actions are justified and that they are better than me.

Its irrational because I really do mean it when I say these people are objectively terrible ass human beings, truly the most selfish and manipulative people you will ever meet. Im talking literal predators and potential terrorists. To the point I fear for peoples safety near daily, in regards to multiple people. There is always that possibility they will snap and I often still check the news in their area to see if they got arrested, hell my one ex did get arrested for robbery.

I know deep down that I am a good person, that I try my best to be honest whenever, that I dont go out of my way to hurt other people or do a fraction of they done. I dont even go out and socialize in fear I will offend people with my mere presence.

I feel like as of late, given recent events that happened, I feel insanely pathetic and outright... I dont know. I wish I could end up it all tbh. These people are disgusting human beings yet I cant stop caring about them and then I feel guilt for caring in the first place because who in their right mind cares about such trash human beings?

These people are awful, man... Like I get a reality check as soon as I realize its not just me, that they were not just awful to me, I always would excuse their actions in one way or another in regards to me, yet when others are involved its fucking sickening. Jesus christ.