I feel like I shouldn’t have passed?

I passed on Thursday last week and seriously feel like it was a fluke.

I have fucked up twice when turning my car left and ended up mounting the dropped kerb. I just did it coming home, so I circled back and made sure I didn’t do it again.

Coming out of work, out of our car park is an unmarked road, the workplace next to us also comes out of theirs like that, we both met at the same time, I was late giving way and he let me go kindly. I should have gave way.

I made the wrong judgement at a meeting situation, I should have waited but decided to go albeit at a slower pace. The car behind me waited.

I was beeped at yesterday at a roundabout for not going when I should have.

I just don’t feel like I’ll ever get that confidence. I have trouble judging clearance in my car and on my own.

I just really feel like I shouldn’t have passed my test? Idek what I’m expecting here. I feel awful. My instructor was saying I was test standard, but after passing, it’s like I’m just a terrible driver.