Just failed first test :(

I failed with 1 serious and 4 minors. I am so upset 😭 my first 2 tests were cancelled so I've been getting increasingly anxious having to wait about for the reschedule to go ahead so I probably built it up a bit.

I was feeling ok and then we started going a route I wasn't too familiar with and he told me to take the right lane to go straight ahead and I was like umm ok but then there didn't appear to be a reason why? When I got through onto that street I was waiting for the reason (parked cars, a quick right turn after, etc) but sat nav still said go ahead and then my lane very quickly turned into a right turn only so I had to go off route, and then I did the exact same thing again with the next turn. So I was mega flustered and he kept telling me to calm down and read the road and he sounded pretty pissed off. I do commentary driving which I thought would help but it didn't.

Despite all that didn't even make any majors through that whole stretch. I got all my 4 minors for awareness and planning.

I fucked up much later, like in the last 10 mins because I went onto a roundabout when there was a car on it going to my same exit and it was really close. I have no idea why I did that because I am genuinely really good with roundabouts. I think I was flustered because seconds before I was in a keep clear box outside a petrol station and I thought I had failed but the station was closed, so maybe that's why? Or is that not a major, I have no idea.

I'm just so disappointed in myself for making such a careless mistake and it doesn't make me feel better for the next test as that is something I've never had issues with - what new issue will I have on the next test!?

I really need my license for personal reasons I won't go into so it's so upsetting. Can anyone talk me out of this hole I'm in 😭