seeking advice from jung lovers

I will write this here, because jung lovers, like me, have amazing aura

I’m in my final year of software engineering in Portugal (although I’m not sure I’ll graduate this year as I still have courses from the previous year). Since the end of my first year, I knew this wasn’t for me—I hated it. I’m 100% sure now: this is not what I want to do with my life.

Yes, I know I should have made a different decision back then, but when I told my parents, they started shouting and smashing dishes. It was pure chaos, and I felt I had no choice but to continue. Since then, I’ve been through therapy, antidepressants, and the works. Now I’m clean and trying to move forward.

I’ve started working on apps, exploring YouTube, and experimenting with other things I find meaningful. But every time I have to engage with uni-related tasks—like building some stupid game in Prolog—I feel empty and disassociated. This is not who I am or what I want to become.

So here’s my question: for those who’ve been in a similar situation, what did you do? Or, if you haven’t experienced this, what would you suggest? I know most people will say, “Just get the degree and move on to something else,” but I know how bad this is for my mental health.

For context, money isn’t the issue—I pay only 700 euros per year for my education. The real problem is that I feel completely disconnected from what I’m studying, and I can’t see myself pushing through just for the sake of a piece of paper.

Any advice would mean the world to me. Thank you for your attention.