What kept you in the John Mayer fandom?

I think I can assume that everyone here is aware of his earlier persona and some personality traits that didn’t go down well with many people. I too stayed away from him for a long time and missed out on some heartwarming experiences such as his late night live streams and current mood during the pandemic. I’m making up for lost time, going through anything that I can find on him. There’s no doubt that he is an exceptional musician. I instinctively feel he is a great guy too. But I worry sometimes if he too, one day, is found guilty of some horrible shit, and all of this fangirling comes crashing down on me. OK, now enough with the rambling. And let me ask what I came here to ask. I want to ask the long time fans, and newer fans who found out about his previous life much later, what kept you in the fandom? Here’s mine. I tried to find out more about him; listened to countless interviews, love how his mind works, love how he talks about his creative process, and his tendency to overshare is kind of endearing.