Is it over for me?

Stuck in panic mode.I was busy from last month coz of some family issues .Ab study suru kr raha hu but still I'm confused as well as scared ki hoga ya nhi. Being dropper it's my last chance. Syllabus is complete as follows Phy :- 4-5 chapters remaining.rivision too
Planning to complete till end of this wek solving only 20-30 que per chapter. Bio :- haven't open book in 2025. Still 12 chapters and rivision remaining Chem :- Chud gye guru. 30 % done. All notes complete.

I spend my last 2 days just sitting on table and thinking ki hoga ya nhi. Mom is also worried what happened to me. Dad is getting angry day by day. I still don't know why I'm relaxed but still worried. Having random s*sidal thoughts. Kya karu kaise karu kuch samaj nhi aa raha. Upar se parents ko pata chl gya ki mera classmate AIIMS chala gya aur usko institute ne iphone gift kia. Aisa lg raha hai ki 2025 is my end