I'm tired of JEE man...

I lost some of my closest friends, I lost the happy person I used to be. All I'm left with is isolation and this meaningless grind.....end days are here and I'm not even scoring well enough in mocks. Life seems so pointless and everyday the voice that tells me to end it all gets stronger. Disappointment is all I'm left with and disappointment is all I've given to those around me.