my biggest regret while preparing for jee

I cheated in mocks. Not blatant cheating but enough to average 130s when my actual score should've been around 90s. Now I have no idea what my JEE score is gonna look like.

If my parents ask why I couldn't score even 130 in the actual exam, I'll have no response. I don't know how much worse I'll do in the actual exam because I've cheated my way through each and every mock I've given. I don't think I have a future at this point.

My exam is tomorrow.

Update: Gave my exam. I think I’ll get 90. I will focus on boards and hopefully do better in April now. Thank you to everyone for the support and advice!